When I thought I had everything in control it will just hit me in a snap to remind me that I don't.
It's frustrating to be honest but I have to accept it and do something instead. To move forward. (: I try to look for inspiration for me get back on my feet. I've been visiting blogs of people I actually adore since college days. They inspire me to be tougher and continue moving on rather than to stop. I would like to thank you. (:
So. I was depriving myself on a lot. I was too harsh on myself because I want to be prepared this time. I took the nursing licensure exam twice. Now is my third time and I don't want to go back to PRC to file for another exam but for my license. I want to be prepared now and do my 100% this time. I don't regret anything that caused me to fail on my previous takes. It actually taught me a lot. Srsly.
Now, I kinda decrease the deprivation thing I've been doing to myself. I guess I need to breathe and enjoy while focusing. :)
