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When I thought I had everything in control it will just hit me in a snap to remind me that I don't.

It's frustrating to be honest but I have to accept it and do something instead. To move forward. (: I try to look for inspiration for me get back on my feet. I've been visiting blogs of people I actually adore since college days. They inspire me to be tougher and continue moving on rather than to stop. I would like to thank you. (:

So. I was depriving myself on a lot. I was too harsh on myself because I want to be prepared this time. I took the nursing licensure exam twice. Now is my third time and I don't want to go back to PRC to file for another exam but for my license. I want to be prepared now and do my 100% this time. I don't regret anything that caused me to fail on my previous takes. It actually taught me a lot. Srsly.

Now, I kinda decrease the deprivation thing I've been doing to myself. I guess I need to breathe and enjoy while focusing. :)

Something to think about.

On this day of your life, Moonstar, we believe God wants you to know ... that you are loved and you are not alone.
	Even when you feel physically alone, know that you are surrounded by divine love. Like God, love is not visible, but that does not mean it is not there. You are loved.

An application from Facebook that I use frequently. By the way, I changed my real name to "Moonstar" heehee. Then after I went to the application and copied it here I decided to change it back to my real name when it took me a couple of minutes to have my real name again. xD

Okay, going back to my message from God. I haven't use the application recently and its nice to be reminded of stuffs like this. Especially this time of my life. :)